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    <description><![CDATA[-Marissa&lt;BR&gt;
-Music is my liife&lt;BR&gt;
-Easy to get along with&lt;BR&gt;
-I love meeting new people :DD&lt;BR&gt;
-I have enemies, and I have friends.&lt;BR&gt;
-Not perfect, But I love my life.&lt;BR&gt;
-Mommy :DDD&lt;BR&gt;]]></description>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Long time no see]]></title>
	      <link>http://myxrockxromance.buzznet.com/user/journal/4644371/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[Damn I've been practically dead to buzznet!
I haven't talked to any of my friends on here for like what... eight months?!
I guess I let all the drama that comes with real friends get to me. 

Anyways I wrote this a while back, any opinions?

Darkness falls in one swift move. 
Sadness takes it toll in less then a second. 
Loneliness covers me with a thick blanket.
I see my life reel by
and there is nothing much to do but watch. 
The sun that sets seems to be 
the start to my troubled mind. 
When the moon rises the tears seep through my green eyes. 
Love is gone, hope is buried. 
Life is short, and even if long lived we all meet the same fate. 
In the end were all the same. 
Pathetic humans wrapped in the hands of death. 
What is the point then to all this suffering I commit myself to? 
Why not take a pill or five, a gun or knife and end this little charade? 

Because I love you dear

You whisper in my ear. 

And I love you to

I mutter back.]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>myxrockxromance</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-10-06T16:16:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Random poetry, sucks I know.]]></title>
	      <link>http://myxrockxromance.buzznet.com/user/journal/3966911/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p>Hope, like blind faith, is no help. <br />Yet, we live everyday tied to it.<br />Hope alone keeps many going<br />And brings many down. <br />However, what happens when hope is dead?<br />What happens when&nbsp;it shatters into a million tiny pieces right before your eyes?<br />What comfort do we have then?<br />Is the comfort found in a bottle of pills?<br />Or in the mouth of a pistol?<br />Perhaps it is in the razor that resides in the bathroom. <br />Or maybe, in the grave that has your name on it.<br />Hope, like blind faith, is no help.</p>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>myxrockxromance</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-04-10T16:17:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[wow is all.]]></title>
	      <link>http://myxrockxromance.buzznet.com/user/journal/3958181/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p><span style="font-size: x-small;">Twilight.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: x-small;">I liked it. It was good, but religious? What. The. Fuck.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: x-small;">Twilight isn't even original. Why don't the fan tennies pick up Interview with the vampire by Anne Rice, and do some comparing? Stephenie Meyer my deny ever reading the vampire chronicles, but come on. She took Louis, from the&nbsp;interview with the vampire&nbsp;book, &nbsp;and made him into Edward Cullen.&nbsp; However that's besides the point... I don't even think I have a point here I am just in shook.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: x-small;">&nbsp;</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: x-small;">A religion?</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: x-small;">A Que beine este mundo? &lt;--- spanish ranting sorry.</span></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>twilight</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>myxrockxromance</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-04-08T16:21:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Lets Play With Destiny]]></title>
	      <link>http://myxrockxromance.buzznet.com/user/journal/3821021/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<FONT face="Tw Cen MT">
<P align=right>Mikey’s Point Of View</P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>I couldn’t believe what I had just done… killed my own brother… my own flesh and blood… “You there!” Then came a deep voice. I turned to notice that the sun was gleaming down on my face, I had made it out alive…</P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Check these people.” Then came another voice and before I knew it they were taking blood samples of Rose and I. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>I had actually made it out alive… Alive.</P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“There clean. Get them out with the others.”</P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>They then escorted us to where there were army tanks, news reporters and police men. “Mikey!” Came a cry I knew as Julie.</P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Tell me daddy is alive!” She cried clinging on to my shirt… I looked over to Rose. I didn’t want to break the news to poor little Julie… How could I say it? </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“I killed your dad.” </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>Oh no I wasn’t going to say that… Never would I say that to a poor little girl. “Julie… Mommy and Daddy wont be here…” Rose managed to get out. Julies face instantly lit up with tears. “W-why?” She asked. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>I bit down on my shivering lip. “Because… they will be watching you from a better place.” I then brought myself to say coming down to her and smiling. “Where?” She questioned with her little questioning eyes. <BR>“From up there.” I smiled and pointed up to the glittering&nbsp;afternoon sky. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Will you pwease stay with me Mikey?” Julie then asked. I nodded. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Of course Angel, now please don’t cry.” I said. She then jumped into my arms and I could feel her wet tears. “M’ sowy! I can’t help it… the water won’t stop flowing!” Julie cried. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Shhh.” I hushed her and rocked her back and forth. Just then I heard planes in the sky, they were dropping, bombs?! </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“How can you start this now when there are civilians here!” I then shouted picking Julie up. An officer looked at me and I noticed a black glow in his eyes. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“That was our goal all along.” He hissed. He was the same as the ones in the building…. I looked around to see the same black eyes and hear the same snarls. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“R-rose…” I the stammered holding Julie close to me. “Yes Mikey?” Rose hissed, she was one of them.</P>
<P align=right>“NOO!!!!!!” </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>~~~</P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Blah!” I shouted getting up from the couch that lay in the living room. “Sleepy head finally wakes up.” Rose smiled dropping next to me. “It was a dream…” I muttered trying to catch my breath. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Dude you were screaming in your sleep!” Rose then said laughing. “I had the freakiest dream…” Mikey muttered. “You always did.” Rose pointed out. I laughed at that. Just then Gerard walked in soaking wet. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Hey honny.” Harmony said to him brushing her lips against his. “Ahem.” I said clearing my throat. Wow… this seemed familiar…</P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>Gerard then flipped me off. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“OO DADDY TOOK OUT THE MIDDLE FINGER!” Julia accused. Harmony then asked “Oh did he now?” A cell then broke the silence. I then knew that was the call of destiny. I mean if everything was the same as my dream, was I destined to repeat it? </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>Hell. No. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>I quickly jumped over the couch and tossed Gerard’s phone on the ground, stomping on it and crushing it. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Whose up for a vacation?” I then asked. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>They all looked at me weird. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=center>THE END ^_^ </P>
<P align=center>
<HR>

<P></P>
<P align=center>Haha yeah I didn't really intend for this story to be long(:</P>
<P align=center>I hope you enjoyed! And thanks for those who read! XD</P></FONT>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>fanfic</category>
		  		  	<category>gerard way</category>
		  		  	<category>mikey way</category>
		  		  	<category>my chemical romance</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>myxrockxromance</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-03-02T21:01:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Lets play with destiny]]></title>
	      <link>http://myxrockxromance.buzznet.com/user/journal/3796861/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<FONT face="Tw Cen MT">
<P align=right>Rose’s Point Of View~</P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>I woke up with this throbbing sensation in my head, as if someone where hitting me repeatedly over the head. “Where…” I groaned looking at my surroundings. I noticed four walls held me prisoner. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Blah! Let me out!” I then shouted banging on the walls. My pleads were however, ignored. I tried to peer out through a little hole between the bottom wall and floor. I could see three or four of those… things. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>They seemed to be hovering over something… no wait someone… Holly hell that someone is Gerard! I tried to sustain my gasp. Now I didn’t want to draw attention, I was more curious to what they were going to do with him. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“I don’t see why he is of use if we can infect the rest easily with the virus.” Stated a man with dirty blonde hair and wine red eyes. “Listen idiot, they already evacuated the remaining civilians. There is a whole army squad out there ready to shoot us dry, We need more reinforcement.” Growled a girl with raven hair and what seemed like red eyes, tinted with a dash of black. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Raising conceiving a child isn’t certain! Not to mention the fact that they do take nine months to form completely! Also incase you’ve over looked the research we can’t reproduce. You can’t bare children so your attempts would go to waste.” Assured the dirty blonde man. “I knew that. But no one said fun wasn’t allowed.” Snickered the raven haired female. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>Oh god was she insisting on having… Oh god. I clapped my hand over my mouth to stop from vomiting. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Lucinda! After we have the girl pregnant you can do what you’d like with him.” Shouted the dirty blonde man. Lucinda? Such monstrosities could actually bare human names? </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Girl? Oh you are referring to the trapped dog?” Questioned Lucinda. Dirty blonde nodded. “Trapped dog?” I muttered. Just then someone pined the lock and opened the door. I quickly retreated back to the little corner. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“GET AWAY!” I screeched kicking at the man with brown skimpy hair trying to pull me out. He then caught my feet and dragged me out. I clung on to the floor only to make my nails bleed. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Stop your crying and squirming!” Spat the dirty blonde. I quickly got up and looked around with a frantic expression. “W-what do you want?” I stammered backing away. Dirty blonde smiled. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Hello dear how about we introduce ourselves properly. My name is James. And yours?” The monster questioned casually. “Go fuck yourself.” I muttered with a glare. James looked at me in a hurt way. “Why, I only whish to know your name dear! I don’t think such a precious thing like you should be wasted.” James then inched to me and laid a hand on my face. I cringed and tried to get away, but two sturdy men held me back. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Beautiful.” I heard James mutter then turn away. “Awake the man.” He ordered. A girl slithered to Gerard and threw a bucket, of what I thought was water, on him. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“GAH!” Gerard shouted jumping up. He then began to shutter in pain. “DID YOU JUST POUR RUBBING ALCOHOL ON ME?!” Gerard spat nursing his stinging wounds. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Oh it is so much fun torturing humans!” Cheered James. “Now make a child.” James demanded pushing Gerard in front of me. Gerard looked me up and down then burst out laughing. Idiot. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Hahahahaha oh god! Have sex with my brothers fiancé? I think not.” Gerard said in a cheery voice. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“You will do as I say or I will slaughter you like your wife!” Threatened Lucinda. Gerard’s eyes widened with pain. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“It wasn’t a dream?” He questioned me softly. How was I going to tell him… “No Gerard your wife is dead.” That would sound so… cold.</P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Gee… I’m really sorry.” I apologized. Gerard’s eyes then flashed a painful light through them. “You fucking killed my wife.” Gerard said repeatedly. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Oh don’t whine.” James said in a annoyed voice. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>Gerard then looked up with a enraged face. “Fuck you!” Gerard spat then lunged himself at James. In one swift move he took the scalpel and dug into James chest. “You fucking bastard! Fucking burn in hell!” Gerard spat with rage. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Get him off!” Shouted Lucinda. I then took the drill and crashed Lucinda down. I took it and drilled a whole through her heart. Her screams sent shivers down my spine. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>Just then a swarm of them poured over me. “GET OFF HER!” I heard someone scream, my heart jumped a beat. Mikey. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>I witnessed as he tore through the animals. “Rose, take my hand!” Mikey shouted reaching out his hand for me to hold. I smiled and took it. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Gerard!” I reminded him. We then met with Gerard and pulled him out of the chaos. “C’ mon I can get us out!” Mikey said running. We then fallowed. Gerard seemed to lag a bit until Mikey brought us to an open exit they forgot to seal. “C’mon.” Mikey beckoned. Gerard stared. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“I can’t.” “WHAT?!” I shouted. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“I was bitten. Mikey shoot me before I become that.” He said motioning to the advancing creatures. “Gerard I don’t have time for this bullshit! Lets go!” Mikey cried. Gerard then ripped off his shirt to expose a hug gaping hole on the side of his torso. “I don’t want to become a monster! SHOOT ME!” He shouted giving Mikey the gun. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“I… Gerard.” “DO IT!” Before I could understand a thing, I heard a gun shot. Mikey then grabbed me and took us out of the building. </P></FONT>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>fanfic</category>
		  		  	<category>gerard way</category>
		  		  	<category>mcr</category>
		  		  	<category>mikey way</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>myxrockxromance</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-02-24T21:55:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Lets Play With Destiny]]></title>
	      <link>http://myxrockxromance.buzznet.com/user/journal/3782571/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<FONT face="Tw Cen MT">
<P align=right>~Mikey’s Point Of View~</P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>I stood there completely paralyzed to the scene in front of me. Harmony… died? Why did it take me so much to register this…? “You fucking killed her!” I shouted with anger. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>The monster laughed. “You catch on quick.” “Move aside from my brother and wife!” I demanded in a cold voice. “I think not.” She beamed with a chilling smile. “Mikey… be careful.” Rose cautioned coming up behind me. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>Just then the electricity in the building seemed to flicker. “Wh-what’s is happening?” Rose stammered. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>Everything then went black. “Haha I see you can’t see in darkness.” Giggled the monster. “Quick get Gerard!” Rose then shouted. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Oh shut up.” I then heard a bang. My heart skipped a beat. “R-rose?!” I shouted frantically. I heard no noises, except for screams coming from the outside. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>I tried to find a light switch, but they wouldn’t work. I searched around for a flash light, and luckily enough I was able to find one. I flickered it on and searched the room. Harmony lay on the ground, But&nbsp;Rose and Gerard seemed to have vanished. “No…” I muttered. I then reached over for Harmony’s body. It was cold. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>I quickly swung her corpse over my shoulder and left the room. I wasn’t going to leave Julie without a mother to burry. Bad enough she has none to see.</P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“ROSE?! GERARD?!” I shouted into the dark. I heard things slither and hiss. I beamed the flash light around. There was a little girl. “Lady died?” She asked in a scared voice pointing to Harmony. This little girl had very interesting eyes… they resembled a sad eyed angel. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Yes.” I answered in a shaky voice. The sad little girl looked down. “I wanted to thank her for saving mama.” I felt my heart sink. I was able to bring my lips into a smile. “Is your mother still alive?” I questioned the sad girl. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>She shook her head. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“She turned into a… thing. Horrible.” The little girl began to cry. I quickly bent down and smiled. “It will be okay.” I assured. She looked up at me. “Come people are still normal.” She then took my hand and lead me to what I would assume was the main area. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“What’s your name?” I questioned the little sad girl. She looked at me with a worried glance. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Julie.” Holly hell what… I looked at the girl closely. She did differ from Julie in many ways… One thing was Julie was always happy. This one… had a tortured gleam in her eyes. Like there was something haunting her. Like she never knew what a smiling felt like, what happiness was. Julie Way always wore this adoring smile, plus Julie Way never knew what misery was. Well she will after this… I cringed at the thought. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“What a nice name. Just like my niece.” I said softly. The sad angel named Julie tried to pull together a smile. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Who are you?!” Then came a frantic question from Dmitri. “Dmitri it’s me Mikey. I’m okay.” I said raising my hands defensively. Dmitri sighed and nodded. “Sorry couldn’t see you there for a minuet.” He muttered. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“S’ okay. So what is the news?” I questioned a bit afraid to know the answer. “They infected the whole hospital. There is only three of us who don’t have the virus.” Dmitri explained. I stood there shocked. “are fucking for real?!” I shouted sounding like a teenager. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Yes. And-whose that on your shoulder?!” Dmitri shouted glancing over to Harmony. “Harmony.” I answered with a pain. A horrified expression replaced his feared mask. “And it get worse. They Gerard… and Rose.” I winced at emotional pain that stung me as I said the last part about Rose.</P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Mikey… There is nothing we can do.” Dmitri then said. I jumped. “What?!” I spat. “Look, they are sending in the CDC *Center for Disease Control* and will get us out. If we wonder we have a grater chance of loosing those who have a chance to live.” Dmitri explained. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“No, NO! I refuse to leave without Rose or my brother!” I exclaimed. “Then you go. The only reason they don’t get us here is because they cant get near natural light.” Dmitri said nodding towards the window that let sunlight trickle. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Fine. I’ll go by myself. But here, Take Harmony and make sure she gets a proper burial. Tell Julie I’ll be back with Gerard.” I then turned to Julie, the sad eyed angel. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Bye bye Julie.” I then left into the darkness. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>&nbsp;</P>
<P align=right>~Dmitri’s Point Of view~ </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>I watched as Mikey walked away. Sighing I turned to Harmony’s body that was left on the floor, and picked her up. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Okay we are here to test.” Then came a voice from a man all suited up in special suits. The CDC. I watched as they took blood samples and let people walk out, until they came to me. They took my blood. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“The dead body can’t go. She may be infected.” </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“No. I made a promise to my friend his niece is going to get to see her mother one last time. Check her blood and let us go.” I demanded. The man nodded and checked. No virus. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>I walked out with the little girl Julie. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>The sun hit my face and a warm feeling flourished in me, that is until Julie Way saw her dead mother. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Mommy?!” Julie shouted. It pained me to see this. “Mommy wake up.” Julie said shaking the body. “Mommy no don’t leave me.” She cried shaking the dead body.</P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Where’s daddy?!” She then cried tears staining her face. “Mikey will bring him back alive.” I assured. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>“Mikey liar. That’s what dad said about mom and she’s dead!” Julie cried running away. </P>
<P align=right></P>
<P align=right>At that instant there was no more differences from the sad eyed angel Julie, and Julie way</P></FONT>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>fanfic</category>
		  		  	<category>gerard way</category>
		  		  	<category>mcr</category>
		  		  	<category>mikey way</category>
		  		  	<category>my chemcial romance</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>myxrockxromance</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-02-21T21:46:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Lets Play with destiny]]></title>
	      <link>http://myxrockxromance.buzznet.com/user/journal/3782451/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<FONT face="Tw Cen MT">
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<P align=right>You Karol you must decode this song to un leash a new chapter! XD</P>
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<P>Late dawns and early sunsets<BR>Just like my favorite scenes<BR>Then holding hands and life was perfect<BR>Just like up on the screen<BR><BR>And the whole time while always giving<BR>Counting your face among the living<BR><BR>Up and down escalators<BR>Pennies and colder fountains<BR>Elevators and half price sales<BR>Trapped in by all these mountains<BR><BR>Running away and hiding with you<BR>I never thought they'd get me here<BR>Not knowing you'd change from just one bite<BR>I fought them all off just to hold you close and tight<BR><BR>(But does anyone notice?<BR>But does anyone care?<BR>And if I had the guts to put this to your head..<BR>But would anything matter if you're already dead?<BR>And should I be shocked now by the last thing you said?<BR>Before I pull this trigger<BR>Your eyes vacant and stained..<BR><BR>But does anyone notice?<BR>But does anyone care?<BR>And if I had the guts to put this to your head..<BR>And would anything matter if you're already dead?<BR>And now should I be shocked by the last thing you said?<BR>Before I pull this trigger<BR>Your eyes vacant and stained..<BR>And in saying you loved me<BR>Made things harder at best<BR>And these words changing nothing<BR>As your body remains<BR>And there's no room in this hell<BR>There's no room in the next<BR>And our memories defeat us<BR>And I'll end this direst<BR><BR>But does anyone notice?<BR>But does anyone care?<BR>And if I had the guts to put this to your head..<BR>But does anything matter if you're already dead?<BR>And should I be shocked now by the last thing you said?<BR>Before I pull this trigger<BR>Your eyes vacant and stained..<BR>And in saying you loved me<BR>Made things harder at best<BR>And these words changing nothing<BR>As your body remains<BR>And there's no room in this hell<BR>There's no room in the next<BR>But does anyone notice there's a corpse in this bed?</P>
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<P>This is all for Karol, more chapters comming soon! XD</P>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>myxrockxromance</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-02-21T21:13:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Lets Play with destiny]]></title>
	      <link>http://myxrockxromance.buzznet.com/user/journal/3778841/</link>
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<P align=right>~Gerard’s Point Of View~</P>
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<P align=right>I turned around and looked at the hospital building. The dumb asses are still closing the gates. I then noticed a news crew come into view, they were talking to the chief. </P>
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<P align=right>“Sir, have you figured out what is going on?” Asked the female news reporter. “It would seem that they have been trying to mutate the Ebola virus. But it is all under control. The people who are not infected have been evacuated and those who are, are bound to the building. We just about to diminish the place.” He said with a grim smile. </P>
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<P align=right>I turned over to the cop next to me and swung for his gun. </P>
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<P align=right>“Wrong answer. My wife and brother are still in there. And perfectly healthy.” I spat and pointed the gun at the chiefs head. </P>
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<P align=right>“Bye bye.” I then pulled the trigger. Everyone broke into gasps and Julie looked at me with wide eyes. “Daddy killed!” She cried and ran to me. I pried her away. “I love you baby, and I will be back with mommy.” I said kissing her forehead and setting her with Dr. Garcia. I then charged through the police and rammed through the doors. I stumbled in. </P>
<P align=right>“Hey you there!” Screamed a soldier and pointed a gun at me.</P>
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<P align=right>I stepped back frightened. “I don’t mean any harm, I just want to see my wife, plus I am a doctor, I can help.” I said raising my hands. I had hid the gun in my pocket. The man eyed me suspiciously. “No stay back and don’t move.” He said not moving the gun from me. “Look I can-” Just then a growled broke the silence, And followed by a scream. Harmony’s. </P>
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<P align=right>“HARMONY!” I cried and made a run for it. “Hey!” Shouted the solider and began to shot. I dodged them and followed the scream. It lead me to a room. </P>
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<P align=right>“Get off my wife!” I shouted taking out my gun and shot the thing. </P>
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<P align=right>It just laughed. </P>
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<P align=right>“Haha a simple gun shot wont kill me.” It growled. It had a voice that seemed to be multiple speaking. “What the fuck…” I questioned and backed away. It turned to look at me. It was a girl, she had long black hair and her skin was a ghostly white. Her eyes tinted red and her teeth sharp. Saliva seemed to drip from them. </P>
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<P align=right>“Oh hello there handsome.” She greeted and walked over to me. Bleh. “Get away from me.” I said moving aside. “You would make a fine reproduction partner.” She said slithering around me. Oh god. I said trying to hold back the breakfast I had this morning. “Uh no thanks.” I said looking away. </P>
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<P align=right>“No choice.” She then knocked me out. </P>
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<P align=right>~Harmony Point View~</P>
<P align=right>What the hell this zombie like chick is crushing on my man?! “Gerard!” I cried as she knocked him out. “Stay back.” She hissed. “No, Gerard!” I cried running to him. Just then she pierced her hand through my chest. </P>
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<P align=right>“I warned you” she groaned. I felt my body go limp. I fell by Gerard’s Body. He was still abit concious. "H-harm" He tried to say. I placed my finger on his lips. "Be there for Julie, and t-tell her I love her." I moaned a bit in agony. "D-dont leave me." He muttered I smiled and pulled myself close to him. He brought his hand to my head. "I love you." He whispered bringing me up to kiss my lips. "I love you too." I say with my last breath.</P>
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<P align=center>Sorr for the shortness ^_^"&nbsp;And for any mistakes(:&nbsp;</P></FONT>]]></description>
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		  		  	<category>gerard way</category>
		  		  	<category>mikey way</category>
		  		  	<category>my chemical romance</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>myxrockxromance</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-02-20T22:32:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Lets Play With Destiny]]></title>
	      <link>http://myxrockxromance.buzznet.com/user/journal/3774461/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<FONT face="Tw Cen MT">
<P align=right>~Gerard’s Point Of View~</P>
<P align=right>I stood there holding the phone in my hand like a complete idiot. Why would I even think she would cheat on me? </P>
<P align=right>And now…, now we might never see each other again, and we had to say goodbye on this sad note? I looked back at the building. They were still securing the doors shut. </P>
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<P align=right>If I wanted to run in, I could make it. </P>
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<P align=right>Then however, I would leave Julie alone… </P>
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<P align=right>Though, I don’t want to end things with Harmony like this… I shook my head. No I have to stop thinking of the worse case scenario…</P>
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<P align=right>“Daddy.” I then turned to Julie, who was tugging on the hem of my shirt with her little hand. “Yes dear?” I asked leaning down to her level. She looked down to the ground and fumbled with her hands. I noticed something wet hit the floor. I thought it was rain, but I then laced my hand under Julie’s face and lifted it. “Baby why are you crying?” I asked quickly taking her in my arms. </P>
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<P align=right>“Mommy… I-isn’t coming back.” She cried into my shoulder, wrapping her arms around my neck. I staid quiet for a moment. “I…” I then shut myself up again. How was I going to explain this? No sane father blurts out to there four year old daughter that her mother might-and it tears me inside to say this-or will die. </P>
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<P align=right>I sighed. “I can’t answer that.” I finally chocked out. “Daddy please don’t leave me!” Julie cried. I felt her clung on to her little locket that hung from her chest. “I wont baby. I wont.” I answered with a heavy heart. I let her cry softly into my neck. I noticed the chief was looking at me. </P>
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<P align=right>“Dr. Garcia, can you hold Julie?” I asked, and he took his grand daughter. I then walked over to the chief. “Any plans at getting the people out of there?” I questioned in a stern voice. </P>
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<P align=right>“I don’t know.” The chief confessed. I just smiled and shook my head. “I think I already know the plan. Explode the place, and leave the victims in there.” I answered with a masochistic voice. </P>
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<P align=right>“Gerard… it may come down to that.” “Dead before allowing it.” I repeated softly and walked away. I could feel the chief’s eyes burn into my back. </P>
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<P align=right>~Harmony’s Point Of View~</P>
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<P align=right>I quickly wiped the tears away from my cheeks and walked outside. I noticed Mikey was in the other room. He seemed to have a horror face on. </P>
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<P align=right>I entered and asked what was going on.</P>
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<P align=right>“Look at this.” He motioned and showed me the victim he was working on. It was a young girl, in her twenties or late teens. Her eyes were leaking little blood trails, and her mouth seeped blood. Her veins were almost popping out from her arm and blood began to trickle down. </P>
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<P align=right>“Ebola?” I questioned stepping back. I knew this virus was utterly contagious, and Mikey new as well, Yet he staid as close as he could. </P>
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<P align=right>“Ebola virus, yes. As for the effects no.” Mikey said looking at a Microscope. I stood by him. “What are you insisting?” Mikey looked at me with horror filled eyes. </P>
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<P align=right>“She was in with the soldiers in the Disease center. They were using her as a test subject. Harmony, they are messing the Ebola properties. Its… like…” He then trailed off and brought his attention to the microscope. I gave him a confused gaze. </P>
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<P align=right>“What are you saying?” I pressed more concern now. The virus is… sped up. These effects should have taken at the most two to three hours, then instant death. However the virus attacked her whole system in less then half a minuet!” I nearly fell back.</P>
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<P align=right>“What?!” I shouted. I didn’t even consider the fact someone could alter the speed of a disease. “You heard correct. But I’m stuck.. She should be dead by now. I have no idea what’s sustaining her…” Mikey said in a wondering voice looking at the girl on the bed. </P>
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<P align=right>“Maybe she has an immunity to it…” I suggested studying the girl myself. </P>
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<P align=right>“I considered that possibility, but if that were so she shouldn’t have gotten the symptoms.” Mikey pointed out. Fuck he had a point. This was by all means extremely weird. What was keeping her alive.</P>
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<P align=right>“Perhaps it’s a mutation of the virus, I mean they were able to fasten the pace of the symptom rate, maybe they slowed the timing of death.” I said.</P>
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<P align=right>“Harmony is right. I was over hearing a conversation. The whole point of this is slow torture.” Rose said walking in with a stern face. I noticed blood was written all over her. “What happened to you?” I questioned. “Had to help some patients.” She simply shrugged. Mikey then jumped up.</P>
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<P align=right>“ROSE TAKE THAT OFF NOW!” Mikey exclaimed with a frantic tone. He then pried off Rose’s white coat.</P>
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<P align=right>“Hey!” She beamed. “Rose the Ebola virus is passed by body fluids, which include blood. If you get it on you your at a greater risk of getting it.” Mikey explained tearing up her coat. “Oh right.” Rose muttered. </P>
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<P align=right>Just then I noticed the girl start to shake. “Fuck is she having tremors?” I questioned going over to her. Mikey and Rose both stepped back. “What?” I questioned curious as to why they had so much caution. </P>
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<P align=right>“Holly hell…” Rose muttered looking through the paper work. </P>
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<P align=right>“What is that?” I questioned. </P>
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<P align=right>“I had Rose look up some research on Ebola. It would seem Ebola has this long lost legend for Egyptian mythology. It states that the death god, Osiris would claim many lives with diseases and viruses. It is said that one day humanity will be able to alter virus and forms to make a new generation of people… or a zombie like thing.” I stared at him with confusion.</P>
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<P align=right>“Okay first of all Egypt and Afghanistan are two separate things. Second of all, its Mythology not accurate.” I explained. </P>
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<P align=right>“True…” Mikey then said. </P>
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<P align=right>Just as I was about to prove another point when a moan was heard from behind. We all quickly turned to face the girl. She was practically swimming a pool of her own blood! </P>
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<P align=right>“Oh god!” I cried running to help her. That is when Mikey pulled me back. “Stay back she is coated in blood with the virus.” Mikey warned. </P>
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<P align=right>“We have to help her!” I fought with wide eyes. Mikey shook his head. “There is nothing left to do.” Nothing left to do. I despised being in that position. I felt so damn helpless… I just stared at the girl as she withered in agony. </P>
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<P align=right>“Why doesn’t she die! All her blood seems to have abandoned her!” I groaned not being able to bare the torture this poor girl was under. </P>
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<P align=right>“Please… h-help me.” She moaned out soft words. I couldn’t help it. I ripped my grip that Mikey had on me and ran to the girl. </P>
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<P align=right>“Harmony!” Rose and Mikey shouted at once. </P>
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<P align=right>I ignored them and went over to the helpless girl. “I will help you dear.” I said and began my work. Ebola is a strange virus to treat, hell I don’t think there actually is a treatment, but I was not going down without a fight. I searched the internet to see what I could do. </P>
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<P align=right>“Okay.” I said and took out a syringe. I loaded it up with a special kind of pain killer and injected her body with it. She was so cold, it sent shutters down my spine. I pierced it through her arm and pressed down so the liquid could flow in her. </P>
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<P align=right>She wiggled a bit at the uncomfortable feeling left by the syringe. “It will be over soon.” I muttered. She didn’t respond. Her face was creased with little scars and wounds. Her arms were bleeding from multiple places. Just as I was about to draw away the syringe she swayed her hand up and stabbed the syringe into my arm. “Fuck!” I groaned stepping back. Half of the syringe was in my arm. Blood began to trickle down. I winced as I pulled the thing out in a swift move. “Gah!” I groaned as blood Began to squirt from the wound. I looked around and found a cloth. I quickly tightened it securely around my arm and brought my attention to the victim.</P>
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<P align=right>Her eyes were wide with wonder and she jumped from the bed. Her eyes were tinted with blood red madness and she squatted down in a defensive manner. A his escaped her lips as she twirled her head around as she admired the room. I stared wide eyed. </P>
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<P align=right>“What’s on the menu today?” She hissed in what sounded like multiple people talking at once. </P>
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<P align=right>“Holly fuck I think you were right…” I stated as I backed away. Mikey and Rose only stared. “What monster got your tongue?” She mussed then lunged herself at me. </P>
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<P align=right>“Gah!” I cried as she knocked me off balance. Her razor sharp white teeth tried to sink into my throat. </P>
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<P align=right>“Get off my wife!” </P></FONT>]]></description>
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		  		  	<category>gerard way</category>
		  		  	<category>mikey way</category>
		  		  	<category>my chemical romance</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>myxrockxromance</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-02-19T21:46:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Lets PLay With Destiny]]></title>
	      <link>http://myxrockxromance.buzznet.com/user/journal/3770211/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<FONT face="Tw Cen MT">
<P align=right>Harmony’s Point of view~</P>
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<P align=right>I looked down to my stomach, a hole pierced through it with blood poring from it. “You go no where!” Shouted a menacing voice from in front of me. He had thing black short hair and seemed confused. You could see it in his eyes. </P>
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<P align=right>“You idiot, you shot her!” Mikey spat running to my aid. “You want to be next? Now get back! All of you!” Shouted the man. </P>
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<P align=right>I over heard Mikey mutter some swear words, and did as told. “Well at least let him help her!” Rose then said speaking up from the crowd. “She will live its not a fatal wound. Now here is your life deal. While my partner and I work in the medical office, you pathetic doctors will heal and cure as many as my solider as you can.” Said the man. </P>
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<P align=right>“And if we refuse.” Mikey retorted. The man then brought a sick smile to his face. “I see you’re a… what do you ingrates call them… ah rebel. Well this is what I will do if you refuse.” The man then walked over to Mikey and took the end of his rifle, and shoved it up Mikey’s stomach. “No!” Rose cried out. Mikey stumbled over and grunted in pain. “Now if you don’t cure my men, I’ll torture you so slowly you’ll be begging for death. I will cut off your fingers one by one, but first remove your eye lids so you can witness it all. I shall then will cut into your feet, so when you try to make a run for it, they will rip and you will fall flat on the ground. I will then drill your body to the wall and melt half of your face off-”</P>
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<P align=right>“STOP!” I cried finally speaking disgusted by his words. The man laughed then came to me. “You both seem very protective of each other. Are you to a couple?” Questioned the man. I noticed jealousy start to eat at Rose. I shook my head weakly. </P>
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<P align=right>As I was going to speak, I felt blood come back up through my throat and drip from my mouth. I then vomited a little puddle of red liquid. Everything then proceeded to spin. The pain I could feel that made me tremble began to pulse through me. </P>
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<P align=right>“Maybe I miss under estimated the fatality of the wound. I give you less then an hour.” The man smirked. I wanted to argue but my mouth wouldn’t open. </P>
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<P align=right>“Fine. W-well help your soldiers. But only if I can help my sister-in-law.” Mikey blurted out suddenly, getting up. The man looked at me, and at Mikey. “Haha sister in law? You act like lovers. Oh your pitiful lives matter little to me now. Agreed. Now carry on.” The man the faded down the hallway. I took that time to drop to the floor. </P>
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<P align=right>Mikey’s Point of View~ </P>
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<P align=right>I quickly ran to Harmony’s aid. “Are you okay?” I muttered beginning my work on her wound. </P>
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<P align=right>“Fuck you did lose a lot of blood, but you have just enough.” I said cleaning it out. She gave me a weak smile. I could feel Rose’s gaze burn a hole into my back. </P>
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<P align=right>Rose’s Point Of View~ </P>
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<P align=right>It doesn’t take a genius to figure out Mikey and Harmony were cheating on Gerard and I. I quickly flipped out my phone and went to the women’s bathroom. I slid into the stall and dialed Gerard’s number. </P>
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<P>Gerard: What?</P>
<P>Me: It was true.</P>
<P>Gerard: What’s true?</P>
<P>Me: About Harmony and Mikey…</P>
<P>*silent pause*</P>
<P>Gerard: How d-do you know?</P>
<P>Me: Harmony just got shot-and don’t freak she’s going to live, and you should have seen how Mikey reacted. </P>
<P>Gerard: HARMONY GOT SHOT?!</P>
<P>Me: Ye but she will live. </P>
<P>Gerard. I guess it’s true what they say.</P>
<P>Me: Betrayal at its best is always second guessed.</P>
<P>Gerard: Yes. Bye.</P>
<P>*click*</P>
<P align=right>I flipped the phone shut and exited the bathroom. I noticed Mikey and Harmony were already attending some patients. I assumed my regular position by Mikey and acted as if nothing ever happened. </P>
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<P align=right>“Rose babe, can you please get me the drill.” Mikey said in a low voice. I put on my best fake smile, and answered. “Yes darling.” </P>
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<P align=right>Harmony’s Point Of View~</P>
<P align=right>After Mikey finished with me I sighed. All I wanted was to get out of here. </P>
<P align=right>I quickly then slipped into the bathroom and went into a stall. </P>
<P align=right>I then began to dial Gerard’s cell. </P>
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<P>Gerard: Hello? *His voice seemed distant and sad*</P>
<P>Me: Gerard oh hon it feels so good to hear your voice. *I was now crying*</P>
<P>Gerard: … What it wasn’t enough to here Mikey’s?</P>
<P>Me: What are you talking about?</P>
<P>Gerard: Nothing you would care about. *He sounded mad*</P>
<P>Me: Gerard what is your problem. </P>
<P>Gerard: Out of all the men on this planet, it had to be my brother?</P>
<P>Me: Que tonterias estas deciendo! *My heritage originates a bit from Mexico, so I can speak some Spanish*</P>
<P>Gerard: Fucking speak my language at least! </P>
<P>Me: What kind of idiotic things are you speaking! <BR>Gerard: You have been cheating on me with my brother!</P>
<P>Me: … WHAT?!</P>
<P>Gerard: Well you have been sneaking off at night to go meet him, and you spend hours with him on the phone. Oh and yea his reaction to you getting shot!</P>
<P>Me: You knew I got shot?</P>
<P>Gerard: Yes the least you deserve.</P>
<P>Me:… I was pregnant. With your son.</P>
<P>Gerard:… What?</P>
<P>Me: Four months. It was a baby boy. Your birthday is coming up tomorrow. I was planning surprise party for you, Mikey and I both were. That’s why we kept on meeting. And you forget Mikey and I were very good friends before anything. </P>
<P>Gerard: Harmony I-</P>
<P>Me: Bye.</P>
<P>*click*</P>
<P align=right>I hung up the phone and threw it across the room with rage and sadness. How could he even think I would cheat on him?! Sorrow ate at my insides. I slid down the stall wall and hugged my knees and softly sobbed. For my lost son, who I had already planned to name it after his father, and for my wrecked relationship.</P>
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<P align=right>Just then a scream was heard. </P></FONT>]]></description>
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		  		  	<category>gerard way</category>
		  		  	<category>mcr</category>
		  		  	<category>mikey way</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>myxrockxromance</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-02-18T20:20:00Z</dc:date>
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